Arrrghhh!

I'm just *not* in the mood for this today.

Oftentimes I have no problem faking friendly. Othertimes tho,....man!

Adding to it: my wrists hurt. It started with my right one, and now the left is bothering me too. I went to my doctor in December...he did a test on the wrist that determined, in his words, "extensive damage" and referred me to a specialist/surgeon. The specialist then decided before looking at it as a surgical case, he wanted nerve tests done - I guess to see the extent of the damage to see if surgery was the best option. Well, I finally got my appointment for the nerve test...MAY 29! *5 months* after seeing the specialist in the first place (and people wonder why we b!tch about the medical situation here). Might I add that I also had to call...repeatedly, to advise them/remind them that I was *still* waiting to hear about getting in for the nerve tests. My thought...I was forgotten about until my final 'reminder' call...when I was a little more 'lippy' than usual. GRR!

So yeah, I'm in pain...both wrists pain now, and having to work at a computer all day is only exacerbating it...so by the time I'm home from working a full 8 hour shift, I'm useless, ergo, the slacking housekeeping, and ultimate laziness that has become the norm of my life. Can't say I've ever been keen in the sense of "ooh I can't wait" when anticipating a medical appointment ever before, but I can't wait for May 29 to finally get these tests done...Then, how long do I wait for the results, and how long do I wait to get back into the original specialist, and then how long do I wait for the final 'what does he do'? *sigh*. This has turned out to be a depressing post.